Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass — Chapter no 1

Violet Bent Backwards Over the Grass

I went to a party

I came in hot

made decisions beforehand

my mind made up

things that would make me happy

to do them or not

each option weighed quietly a plan for each thought

But then i walked through the door past the open concept

and saw Violet

bent backwards over the grass

7 years old with dandelions grasped tightly in her hands arched like a bridge in a fallen handstand grinning wildly like a madman with the exuberance that only doing nothing can bring waiting for the fireworks to begin

and in that moment i decided to do nothing about everything

forever.