Long Way Down — The Way I Felt

THE WAY I FELT

when Dani was killed was a first.

Never felt nothing like it.

I stood in the shower

the next morning

after Shawn taught me

the first rule,

no crying,

feeling like

I wanted to scratch

my skin off scratch

my eyes out punch

through something,

a wall,

a face,

anything,

so something else

could have a hole.